I don't understand what happened. Everything was so perfect..until the day I slipped away from my heavenly father. I started wondering only about what the world thought of me, and the fact that I wasn't as pretty as some of my friends. The more I started thinking about these things the more I moved away from the real truth.
It does not matter what the the world thinks about how I look, because the LORD made me! He made me in his image..and he is more beautiful then anything anyone can imagine. I just want to go back into his loving hands. I know he loves me..and I know he will never stop.

Does anyone have any verses that can help me?

The Dream...

When I'm around you I fly,
But when you leave I feel like I could die.

Even though I've loved you for a short time,
I really want you to be mine.

I'm not sure if you love me this way,
but for you...my love will never fade away.

Love is strong...
So I will wait long...
untill you come and take me away...
and you say...
That you will stay.

KITTENS!!!

We have KITTENS!!! It's really awesome! I will have some pictures up soon!!!

My Heart.....

Today as I was sitting on my favorite swing I noticed my dog, Carmelle looking for a place to bury her new bone. As I watched her I came to the realization that a dog finding the perfect spot to bury her bone is the same as we humans trying to find a person to give our heart to. The only spot I have found that is safe for my heart is in the Lords hands. I know that with him my heart will never be hurt or used. We might get hurt sometimes and blame God, but we are the ones who have messed up, and have to answer to our sin.

A friend of mine let my sister and I borrow a book called Before You Meet Prince Charming. It is a great book for young teenage girls to read. It has helped me so much, and it has changed my way of thinking. Instead of having my thoughts on guys I now am thinking constantly about my Father in heaven. I don't have to worry about who likes me or who I will end up with when I know that God is my matchmaker and will bring me my prince when the time is right. While I am waiting for Gods timing and not my own I am going to be serving others as best as I can. I want to be completely ready for my prince when he is brought into my life.


May you all have a very happy easter. God Bless!

Good Friday

I don't really know what Good Friday is all about, but a friend has invited me and my sister to Good Friday at her church. They are putting on a drama! Dramas are so much fun. I wish the church I'm going to would have the younger kids do something for Easter. That would be sooooo cute.


Today my mom and I went shoe shopping for Grace's wedding and black shoes for tour. I found out that my shoe size is 5 1/2!!!!!! I thought I was sevens. Anyways... It was a total shock!!!

~*Dorkette*~

How do I add friends?

How in the world do I add friends? I so cannot figure it out. If you know.... PLEASE tell me.


Well, only a few more weeks till tour. This year is going to be hard. None of my close friends will be going. How will I survive??? Also on that trip I am going to be making one of the hardest choices in my life. Have you ever felt like the if you made the wrong choice in life that everything would just fall apart. Right now thats how I feel. I can't decide anything. Please be praying for me. I want to do God's will not mine.

Praise God!!!!

This last Tuesday our choir met at a different church to practice because of Fairpark's remodeling.
Well, at that church the water is "nasty" so I asked my mom if she would take me and two of my friends down to QT to get those yummy drinks. Well, when we went back to the car we were very startled to find that the car wouldn't start, and it was 2:10. We only had 20 minutes to get back to the church. Mom told us to get out and walk back...... None of us have any since of direction. We got lost only taking a few steps. I guess God knew that it wasn't a good idea for us to try getting back by walking soo.... He sent one of the girl's Grandparents at the perfect time. Thank God they got there cause the crosswalk lights were broken. Well, once we got back to the church we told a couple people what had happened and a couple guys went down to help. Everybody was safe that day. God is AMAZING!!!!


For along time I have been in between piano teachers. My mom finally pulled me out of lessons cause of some issues. My fingers have been dying for the piano. They ache for lessons. I've been missing it SOOO much. Piano is one of my truest friends. I can poor every feeling into one piece until I get rid of all my hurt and pain. I thought I would NEVER find a piano teacher, but I have finally found a teacher. I am so excited!!! Now I can show someone besides my friends my songs that I composed and arranged. God is GOOD! I want to use my music for his glory. To tell others about his love, glory, and power. About all the pain he went through just for us. He did so much for us, and I will never stop praising him. He is my God and my King!

The reason why I called my site..."No Turning Back...from the ones I love."

A few months ago I was in the car with my sister heading toward church. I started thinking about God and how I thought I was a Christian, but the more I thought about it I realized I never had that feeling of peace. Feelings have always been important to me so when I didn't feel it I still felt evil and dirty. I finally asked Jesus to come into my life! I wanted to follow him so bad! Right after I said that prayer I felt this WONDERFUL Peace! I have never known such a wonderful feeling in all my life! When I made that commitment in my life there was no turning back. I can never go back to what I was before I became a Christian nor would I ever WANT to. I love the Lord with all my heart, and that is why I called my site No Turning Back.. from the ones I love.

For Those Of You Who Have Never Had A Face Full Of Pie :-P

If you know someone who would really like to throw a pie at you, you should first tell them......

1. What your favorite kind of pie is

2. You wouldn't want to have your favorite pie thrown at you without a wonderful, beautiful, delightful cherry on top.

3. Be sure and get a fork/spoon before they hit you.

4. Don't let them know that instead of hurting you by throwing that pie that they are really treating you to your favorite piece of pie.

Here is the last step. Follow closely!

5. BE SURE AND EAT your pie. After all, you are getting exactly what you deserve.